Lemme be the first one to greet you guys...
I do love the Christmas season... even though, I do think I've grown out of it. I remember how I look forward to the gifts, the food, the Christmas cartoons, Santa Claus and the elves, the family reunions. Christmas was such a magical season then. Man, I miss putting up or hanging socks on the window every Christmas Eve. But things do change, people do grow up... and the Christmas Magic sort of faded away. I can definitely admit that I really did believe in Santa Claus... up until I was six or seven, when I did realize that it was my parents who were putting candies, oranges and little toys in the socks at night. No, I didn't cry or blame them for the disillusionment... nothing dramatic like that. But it was such an eye-opener... and when I reached my teens, the magic was gone. It's a sad thought... that I don't get too excited about Christmas anymore. But I still love the season... especially when I'm with the people I love and we all remember what the season was all about: loving, giving, sharing and yes, Christ. I guess, that's all that truly matters.
Where are you Christmas
Why can't I find you
Why have you gone away
Where is the laughter
You used to bring me
Why can't I hear music play
My world is changing
I'm rearranging
Does that mean Christmas changes too
Where are you Christmas
Do you remember
The one you used to know
I'm not the same one
See what the time's done
Is that why you have let me go?
Christmas is here
Everywhere, oh
Christmas is here
If you care, oh
If there is love in your heart and your mind
You will feel like Christmas all the time
I feel you Christmas
I know I've found you
You never fade away
The joy of Christmas
Stays here in silence
Fills each and every heart with love
Where are you Christmas
Fills your heart with love
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"In a Relationship"
That's what my Friendster profile now reads. Man, I can say that this had been the most wonderful two months in a long, long time. I love spending time with him. We've never really gotten into a huge fight, or even an argument yet... It's just weird how we see eye to eye in quite a lot of things. It's also quite amazing how I found someone as crazy, whacked and weird as I am. I'm just so damn happy and grateful nowadays.
I read Johanna's latest post in her blog and well... sometimes, I think we're falling into the puppy-love track. Well, it is my first ever really serious relationship anyway. It's just that I adore him so much and it's quite clear, that he adores me, too. We spend quite a lot of time with each other, in our classes together, in our free times, even after class hours. I'd think that's pretty normal for couples, right? It's just that Joe's post made me think. Especially about the regular "good morning's and good evenings" through text. Sometimes, I feel guilty when he runs out of credits so fast. I'm not making sense, huh? I'm just really rambling... there's really no general thought here. Bottom line is, Joe's post made me think... whether that's good or bad, I don't really know.
I do care for my Jid a lot, and I guess, that's all that I should focus on right now.
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Enough of blogging... time to do some school work!
sweet melancholy
[my own existence exposed: truly eccentric, overly sarcastic, sometimes a pessimist but a dreamer all-throughout...]
Saturday, November 29, 2003
Saturday, November 22, 2003
Still here
I am terribly sorry that I haven't been updating as regularly as I used to... Man, I haven't blogged in weeks! I've just been extremely busy with everything around me, and I haven't had the time to write about them. Kinda sad, but hey... I'm living my life. I've such a lousy sked this sem, but I am dealing with it fine. I still get to spend a lot of time with him and my friends... so it's all good.
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Tapika
We went to Tapika last night to watch his friends, the band Shading Circles, play there. They were really good. Macky (the front man) has this John Mayerish-husky kind of voice. They played lotsa good songs and we both had fun. Though, it was just really yucky when I got back to the dorm smelling of yosi and alcohol. But hey, I didn't drink. I don't like drinking when I'm just with him... it's much more fun to drink when my friends are around. Oh and I also got to meet some of his other friends, so it was all good.
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First plate for design class: A Chapel
Hmmm... how do you design an ecumenical chapel? How do you figure out how to layout a chapel that could cater for all religions? Maaan... this is one tough first plate! I gotta submit a proposal on Thursday!
Saturday, November 08, 2003
Lines
That's all that I've seen and been in since Monday. Hmph. Yes, Reg Week was just torture. Not to mention that I also have the lousiest sched next sem. Oh well. I'm still not done with my reg, though... I still need an MST (preferrably Envi Sci or Geology) and I think it would be easier to prerog and settle everything first before paying. Pffft. I guess, I should call myself lucky for at least getting 16 units from CRS... but a 7AM Math, 4 days a week, is horrible.
Math - MTThF 7:00AM - 8:15AM
Art Studies - TF 10:00AM - 11:30AM
Duckpin Bowling - MTh 12:00NN - 1:00PM
GE11 - W 1:00PM - 5:00PM
Arch18 - T 3:00PM - 5:00PM
Arch22 - MTh 4:30PM - 9:00PM
Arch23 - MTh 1:30PM - 3:00PM
Just simple hell, isn't it?
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It's November 9! 2 months. Can't believe it.
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Another Registration
Yup... today's the last day for the registration of new voters. And yup, I waited till today... Went through lines, heat and rain, but hey... I'm now a registered voter! I was more psyched about getting registered than I am about voting. Heehee.
Sunday, November 02, 2003
Blah...
You should be dating a Sagittarius.
22 November - 21 December
Your mate is frank and open, optimistic and honest.
Though the Archer can display bouts of
argumentative, impatient and critical
behaviour, he or she is extremely adventurous
in bed.
What Zodiac Sign Are You Attracted To?
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Ooh... a couple of days ahead. He's a Capricorn. Hee-hee.
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The beautiful girl
Which girl stereotype are you?
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Now... I just don't know how this came about. *blush*
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Halloween's not really my time of the year... I mean, I don't really care much about it. It's not such a big deal in our country, anyway... It's more of a Western holiday. It's just the same with the All Saints' and All Souls' madness. It's more like a family reunion to me.
So... with all the hype and the buzz, I don't know if I should be happy about going back to school. At least, I get to see him and I get to see my friends. Sembreak's been pretty boring anyway... Especially since the EK thing didn't push through. I've only been watching lotsa TV and eating lotsa junkfood. Not good.
Hell... Registration Week starts tomorrow. CRS results aren't even out yet! CRS team, please be kind to me...
